I haven't post anything until now is because...
hurm.... it's so hard for me to express it here
like i never thought i would be experiencing some sort of thing EVER in my WHOLE LIFE!
God must be loving her more
My aunt ( who never sick ~high blood, diabetes, etc or having any disease ) suddenly just leaved us behind and never come back again... like ever! :'(
i was mad with the doctors-in-duty (that hours) because of HIS "politeness" we can't seem to be near to her because you know he did not do anything in trying to bring back my aunt's life!
he seem to act like he was the DIRECTOR or so on!
DAMN IT! MY AUNT WAS DYING! SUFFERING! WHY ON EARTH HER FAMILY MEMBERS CANNOT BE NEAR HER! WE DID NOT BLOCKING YOU DAMN WAY IN DOING YOUR WORK!
YOU JERK!
oh gosh.... everything went wrong
from 3 pm ++ , my uncle accompanied his wife (my aunt) from village (5 hours - car distance from city -MIRI,SARAWAK,MALAYSIA) with oxygen gas (help her to breath) all the way direct to GH ( General Hospital )
my uncle did called my mom and told us to go and visit them see what we can help him with.
She admitted direct to red zone (serious patient)
since then we never got to talk to her (even for the last time).
her condition was pretty stable at the first few hours but it started to be bad when the clock was ticking towards 11pm :(
the experts did help her with her respiratory (because of her lung condition), they also did CPR...
they ... do everything we wanted ... they did their parts and so my uncle went up to her and ask her to kept fighting kept living for their children ... somehow ... she did not make it in the end ... she gave up ... GAVE UP!
30 minutes of pumping her chess, shocked her heart (electric - 1 2 3 SHOCK!)
doctors cannot continue it anymore because that just worsened everything include her rib ...
so we decided to just stop ............ stop anything to bring her back to life.........
she will never EVER going to make it anymore :'(
WHY YOU GAVE UP? WHEN WE NOT YET GAVE UP ON YOU?! :'(
i was stunt.... that was when i felt so helpless and our prayer did not made it too ... we felt so ... bad.... EVER....
@ 1.00 a.m. PASSED AWAY
around 2 a.m. - we went back to our house (still shocked)
that wasn't the truth wasn't it?
For me our 2016 started not so well so hoping for better tomorrow everyday :'(
She passed away in peace on 7/1/2016
Buried on 9//1/2016
Be with JESUS with no fear aunty :(
GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL , AMEN.
Rest In Peace , Aunty Evelyn. WE LOVE YOU WE MISSED YOU ALWAYS AND EVERYWHERE.
Thanks for being a great aunty </3 missing you D':
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