End of 2016

2016,

looks like we've come to the end ... of this year ...

it has been a bad start for this year to my family ...

why?

my aunty pass away on 7/1/2016 ...

a pretty shocking news for all of us thou ...

but ...

we celebrated Chinese New Year like we usual did ...

we did open house ...

invited relatives & friends over for a visit ...

everything run smooth ...

grandpa asthma gone bad so he need to do check up ...

he flew to Miri using plane from hometown ...

i picked him up at the airport ...

direct to hospital ...

checked but everything was fine ...

bring him back home & stay with us ...

we went to brother's workplace ...

spent a night there ...

he slept with brother on bed ...

before that he was not okay because we switch on the AC ...

mom scold him cause he did not know how to used his inhaler for good ...

he looks like try to save the inhaler's medicine ...

after a night ...

we decided to not travel to Bakun Dam ...

we went to Bintulu instead ...

uncle's workplace was there but he only be in the city during the night ...

so we went there just to walk around the town ...

we went for lunch ...

together ...

everything was good ...

on our back to Miri ...

stopped at Batu Niah ...

having our "tea-time" ...

he ordered again ...

he looks like pretty hungry ...

cause he always finished his food ...

safely arrived ...

on 4/7/2016 uncle brought our little cousins met us & we ate crab together ...

AC were on ...

maybe he don't feels like doing better so he went to his room & lied there relaxing ...

after uncle and cousins went back ...

suddenly he called my brother to get him his medicine as his breathing turns faster ...

we don't cared much ...

especially me ...

which i regret much ...

we decided to send him to GH ...

he was admitted ...

stayed at the hospital for a whole week ...

until Sunday mom called Father to blessed him as he get even worse ...

anointing of the sick ...

it's up to him to decide whether he want to continue living or not ...

almost 11 at night ...

i just got back from work ...

i thought i want to go to hospital to visit him with mom ...

when i got back home my sister they reversed car ...

i drew down car's window and ask where are they going ...

they said they're getting call from the doctor saying his condition worsen ...

family members had to choose whether or not to support his breathing using tube ...

or just let him breath as he did ....

11/7/2016 6.30 pm passed away ...

uko, :'( i miss you ...

19/10/2016 100th day you leaved us & happy birthday to me ...

it hasn't been a good year for us ... 

:'( ...

now it's even near to the end of the year ...

things getting stable ...

went to people's wedding ... 

engagement even ...

2016, goodbye.

2017

please be good to us.

please blessed us.

shower us with happiness instead of sadness.

God, be with us.

Merry Christmas !!!

Have a blessed

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to everyone.

May you have the joy & happiness as we witness Jesus born on today

25th December - 2000 years ago :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS.

It's been a long long week | R.I.P George.T.K

it has been a very tiring - sad - disappointed - give up week for me also my family...


Since my late grandpa last admitted maybe it's been months until last last week..

He came from village around end of the month of June and yes he stayed with us almost a month until he re-admitted into hospital because he felt really hard to breath [asthma] ...

when he first came to town I fetched him @ the airport and he was there waiting for me with his begs [one big and heavy - don't know how he carry all those weight "cause he cannot even work too hard because of his asthma" - i saw him standing alone there while using his face mask on - weather so hot - dust all over - pollution]








____________ i remember every single bit of what i saw that day :'( how i wish i can turn back time _____________












right away i drove to hospital and our turn, went for X-ray, doctor checked, MA checked, they just said that from his X-ray [maybe he got tibi / TB] and thats when we started to separate plate / spoon / cup from him [what can we do since tibi / TB easily spread through contact / air]







____________ i did regret because separate him so obviously :'''( _______________________










he admitted into hospital on 3rd July [we've been visiting him - i started working on 4th July]
he asked mom where i am since i did not accompanied mom visit him
hospital even placed him with people that grown some sort of skin disease/infection at his side, how come he did not get any "virus" from that kind of environment that actually cause his lungs to disfunction :'(












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just like the line above, his life ended on 11th of July :'(

he passed away without seen his wife were there for him... he ended up giving up his life on earth and go with the Father Almighty

he struggled a week and a day but he didn't make it through the obstacles...

i hate the doctors whom in the end said that he died because of some sort of "viruses" and in his medical prove that he died due to pneumonia thing...

DAMN !











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it's almost 2 weeks now whereby we will held "bet ape' / pet lumo" [in kenyah language] that we will once again gathered with family members and burn everything else that no more belong to us and also all the bad luck [go away] ... May him know his way back to Jesus and our prayer and thoughts goes for him to lead him to Jesus in Heaven.

Mother Mary, we also pray to your so that our prayer goes up to Father Almighty through Jesus your son.






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we've been through such a tough week until now, i have no idea how sad i am until i was left alone and look through my last selfie with my grandpa and his picture behind the crucifix, it hurts my feeling, a lot...

God , we pray that you take him, lead him to you and forgive his sins before ... I miss you uko :''''''''''((((((((((

#mothersday | Mother's Day | BELATED

I know i know... it's been a while since Mother's Day passed but I still have story to share ~.< [SHORT STORIES - NO WORRIES]

#mothersday

I ain't a mother but i will share a lil bit about my mother [to appreciate what she had done for me and all of us]



Year 1969
There were a little girl named after GERALDINE [my mom] were born in a small village

Year 1988
After years of working, she finally met THE ONE [my dad whom she married to~]

**we were born in an ascending number for [month] but me and my youngest bro were just separate by [day] & [year] of course, but not the [month]

Year 1989
My eldest sister were born on January

Year 1990
My eldest brother were born on March

Year 1992
My second sister were born on April

Year 1994
I was born in this year hahahaha! In the month of October

Year 1998
My youngest brother were born on October too

Year 1988 - Year 2016
These 28 years passed with a very [i don't know how to describe] but I can say that in a good way.

We were born healthily & we don't have problem with our health like other baby might be & my mom took good care of our cleanliness, etc...

We were so glad to have her as our mother, she was a great women [of course so do your mother, every mother in this world]

They might sometimes annoyed you but they were just care about you.

No one could ever replaced them even how good that person might treat you.

A mother's love was the greatest gift on earth that you'll receive since you were just a tiny little "bean" in their stomach.

They had you in their stomach for 9 months carrying you all around doing house chores [housewife mother], office paperwork [office lady], and so...

They complained...

But did they ever don't want you?

They still did a very good job in delivering you out to this world... OUR MOTHER DID THAT

They even can be in hunger just to give you the best shelter & food...
They helped to do your laundry...

They complained...

But they still did it.

Have you ever wonder if you will be like them in future? Have you ever wonder how strong our mother had grown until now? Have you ever notice their love for all of us were priceless? Have you ever thought of how much you have to pay back to her when you all grown up and working / get married / have family / etc... ?




MOTHERS were the place we complaint, argue, share story with, "gossiping", .... their love just never fade. 




Last but not least,

BELATED HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS ON EARTH, YOU'VE GONE THROUGH SO MANY AND WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER :)