it has been a very tiring - sad - disappointed - give up week for me also my family...
Since my late grandpa last admitted maybe it's been months until last last week..
He came from village around end of the month of June and yes he stayed with us almost a month until he re-admitted into hospital because he felt really hard to breath [asthma] ...
when he first came to town I fetched him @ the airport and he was there waiting for me with his begs [one big and heavy - don't know how he carry all those weight "cause he cannot even work too hard because of his asthma" - i saw him standing alone there while using his face mask on - weather so hot - dust all over - pollution]
____________ i remember every single bit of what i saw that day :'( how i wish i can turn back time _____________
right away i drove to hospital and our turn, went for X-ray, doctor checked, MA checked, they just said that from his X-ray [maybe he got tibi / TB] and thats when we started to separate plate / spoon / cup from him [what can we do since tibi / TB easily spread through contact / air]
____________ i did regret because separate him so obviously :'''( _______________________
he admitted into hospital on 3rd July [we've been visiting him - i started working on 4th July]
he asked mom where i am since i did not accompanied mom visit him
hospital even placed him with people that grown some sort of skin disease/infection at his side, how come he did not get any "virus" from that kind of environment that actually cause his lungs to disfunction :'(
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just like the line above, his life ended on 11th of July :'(
he passed away without seen his wife were there for him... he ended up giving up his life on earth and go with the Father Almighty
he struggled a week and a day but he didn't make it through the obstacles...
i hate the doctors whom in the end said that he died because of some sort of "viruses" and in his medical prove that he died due to pneumonia thing...
DAMN !
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it's almost 2 weeks now whereby we will held "bet ape' / pet lumo" [in kenyah language] that we will once again gathered with family members and burn everything else that no more belong to us and also all the bad luck [go away] ... May him know his way back to Jesus and our prayer and thoughts goes for him to lead him to Jesus in Heaven.
Mother Mary, we also pray to your so that our prayer goes up to Father Almighty through Jesus your son.
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we've been through such a tough week until now, i have no idea how sad i am until i was left alone and look through my last selfie with my grandpa and his picture behind the crucifix, it hurts my feeling, a lot...
God , we pray that you take him, lead him to you and forgive his sins before ... I miss you uko :''''''''''((((((((((
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